ajax18 wrote:
I held out till several years past my mission on this one, but the marriage age just seemed to keep getting pushed further and further back. Perhaps if masturbation weren't taught as such an evil thing, I wouldn't have been so angry at the single sisters for deliberately postponing marriage until they were ready to have babies. This usually meant around 27 or 28 and I knew I wasn't going to start making money until I was 27 at the youngest. I felt like they knew what I was going through and chose to remain indifferent. So I vowed in my anger, if you're content to let me suffer like this and not give me what I need, I'm not going to give you what you need. Yeah it was vengeful, but revenge aside I was still so disenchanted with their attitudes and who they were, and really didn't want anything to do with LDS chicks after that. It took a long time to get over feeling angry about it, and I would imagine a lot of men secretly felt this way even if they refused to admit it.
So no, I can't say the anti masturbation stance really helped make marriages happen, at least it didn't in my case. Maybe that ended up for the better since I found a relationship where masturbation is no longer necessary. Maybe I wouldn't have found that if I hadn't figured out who the bad ones were? Who knows? It still took way too long. The positve difference that sexual activity has made in my health is beyond measure. I can't say I ever felt lonely after masturbating. Guilty, yes. But with that guilt was also such relief that even the guilt wasn't strong enough to stop me.
Wow. That is awful.
Hey, why is Santa Claus' sac so big and RED?
He only COMES once a year :)
